When I lay down and my head hits my pillow it is accompanied by exhaustion by the days efforts. But I would much rather experience exhaustion than failure. Everything worth having in live requires hard work and sacrifice. How many of us feel physically drained because of things we are ‘meant’ to be doing in life? Sitting exams, getting a degree, being a good human, being a good daughter/son, remembering birthdays, a supportive friend, get highly qualified jobs, get enough money to think about even having a family of your own…then we have all the external bullshit we have to deal with – finding a good partner, dealing with unnecessary problems created by people who probably are not going to stick around for long. Sometimes I feel to throw the towel in, sit on my ass and just wave the white flag to the world. I surrender.